4 books!
1) The Day After Tomorrow
favourite! impactful and the book will remind scenes from the movie!
2) Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows
since i can't bring all seven, then i will choose the last...
3) Harry Potter & The Philosopher's Stone
and the first (:
4) Any Jodi Picoult books
really enjoyed reading them
wow. i haven't been reading much.... :/
looking through old photos on facebook makes me wonder..
where is the happy me? haha can't seem to find her back anymore.
on another note,
5 FOODS:
#1: kway chap
i have to eat kway chap when i'm back in singapore!!!!!!! have been thinking about it for quite some time ):
#2: char kway teow
i cannot believe this is on my top 5 because i didn't use to be a fan butttttttt :D
#3: chee cheong fun
i want those with salty sauce one, not those with tian jiang :/ sighs especially my house downstairs one!
#4: ban mian
soupy stuff with ikan billis and egg yolk that i can poke??? ((((:
#5: salmon don (sushi tei)
fresh salmon + salmon roe + wasabi = !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and.. i didn't think one small thing would affect me this much. STOP THINKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#1: Egypt
because it's exotic and because i'm kinda sick of europe :/
#2: South Korea
shoppinnnggggggg! i heard that malls over there open 24 hours! yayyyyyy! unlike shopping places in europe which only opens from 10am till 8pm and closes on sundays zzz.
#3: New York
i want to stand in the middle of Times Square!!!!!! with all the huge led lights and big billboards and the big television screen!!!
#4: Hawaii
beach and sun! i always hear people talking about it in the past (now not really) so i really want to go there and see!!!!!!!!
#5: Antartica/Arctic
okay actually i'm always confused. where do Inuits live? Arctic circle right? and i think penguins are found in one pole and polar bears are found in another pole. so which is which? okay actually i just want to visit an igloo!
#6: Spain
seems like a very friendly country and the only place i want to go in europe!
THIS CHALLENGE IS EASY! :D
big joke. really big joke. haha just read my old post "byebye 2010, hello 2011". WHAT IS THIS?!?!?!?! i'm repeating everything all over again -.-
is it too late to say byebye to 2011 and hello to 2012 when it's already 16 days into the new year? :/
i have learnt SO MUCH in 2011. so damn much. sighs this is so 2010 ugh!! 2011 could have been a great year but i wasn't wise enough, wasn't strong enough, wasn't determined enough!!!!! 2011 was a blur. can't remember much seriously. had fun moving on, doing film production, funny rumor in film class, worst decision in my life etc etc. it then went all downhill from there. then exchange then it went even more downhill. so basically this sums up my entire 2011 life. it doesn't sound particularly interesting but i did learn a lot. interacting with people, how people are like, breaking out of comfort zone, seeing the same people around everyday for 5 months.. haha and how i should keep my temper in check. all i hope for 2012 is to that i can be happy every single day with no more zzz stuff happening! (same wish for 2011)
okay overview of 2011's new year resolutions:
1) be punctual, or even better, be early! (im doing my best..)
2) stop being so gullible!
3) stop sleeping so much
4) save money
5) pull up gpa!
6) make decisions that i won't regret (this is actually very difficult)7) make 5 (is it too little? lol) new friends and continue to keep in touch with old ones
8) exercise regularly (im actually doing this already yay!)
9) spend more time with family and close friends10) learn something new (haven't decide what i should learn though..)
11) be happy! (this is very vague, i know :/)
whatttttttttt. i only fulfilled 2 out of 11? zzzzzzzz. okay better than none. what's wrong with me!!!! okay for this year:
2012 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
1) find a job
2) go back to drumming
3) be punctual, or even better, be early (i'm already being punctual!!!)
4) save at least $50/month
5) be patient
6) make wiser choices
7) help those in need (especially family & friends)
8) control temper
9) be happy!
okay this seemed easier to fulfill as compared to 2011's ones. new year, new beginnings!
YAY SO PLEASE 2012, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE KIND TO ME! (((((:
- Location:Germany, Stuttgart
- Mood:
amused
okay can't believe i'm back to doing this again! haha will aim to finish this challenge by this year! can't believe it took me 2 years to finish this challenge zzz.
7 WANTS:
#1: be happy!
i know this is damn vague but i just want to be happy. no more tears, no more unhappiness, no more crying, no more of these dreary stuff.
#2: know who i really am
i feel that after this exchange, i don't really know myself.. haha and people also commented like "eh you didn't use to be like this" or "why you become like this". so how was i like before? which is the real me? who am i???? sighs so lost.
#3: prada bag
HAHAHAHA i feel so materialistic for putting this here!! but i really want the bag. it's not a strong "i really want it" thing but it's just "it would be nice if i have it". i'm gonna work towards it!!!!
#4: a taiwanese boyfriend
after spending 5 months in germany (& other places in europe), i realised that i don't want an angmoh boyfriend. i want a taiwanese one. angmoh really not my type.
#5: everyone around me to be happy (& don't judge me)
i like to be surrounded by happy people, i mean who doesn't? haha okay maybe i need to be happy first before happy people come to me ): and people who don't really know me or think they know me to stop judging me zzzzzzzzzz.
#6: have more trust in people/treasure people around me
i seemed to lose faith in people haha. time to start trusting people more. okay maybe not everyone, but hmm selected few. there's only so much i can keep to myself. and i ought to start treasuring my friends more and those that are blah should just put them aside.
#7: all my wishes to come true
sorry i'm just greedy ): so please please please, let me, let me, let me get what i want this time :/
- Location:Germany, Stuttgart
she wakes up, wonders where she is.
before she manages to get up, a pair of feet lands right in front of her.
another girl with long black hair covering her face in a flowy white dress.
she screams and runs.... towards the house.
---STILL IN PROGRESS---
ironic eh?
sometimes, life is so unpredictable.. hmm or how to say? it turns out just as predictable? i thought i would need the exchange, then i thought i didn't need it and turns out, ta-dah, i still need it.
i just want to be happy. and i don't want to be hurt and disappointed anymore.
is this going to be a cycle? i hope not.
this was taken in berlin i think.. :/
one month away from home :/ still feeling homesick and everything ): time seemed to pass really slowly.. still have tons of photos to upload.. miss my family and my friends ): miss my bed.. miss the food.. sighs!
and i really need to pack up my hostel :///// it's in a state that even i feel that it's too messy sometimes lol!
just reading up on friends' posts in livejournal makes me feel that im still in part of their lives :/ it's kinda sad that i realised some friends are actually nt that close :/ this sucks, i guess it's due to the distance and the time difference :/
woah i think turning 21 really makes one braver :/ this is so scary! maybe it's due to that knowing im turning 21, im getting older and i don't have that much time to waste anymore.
HAPPY CNY PEOPLE! :D
- Mood:accomplished
1) "opening" myself up: i feel that opening myself up makes me very vulnerable to being hurt.
2) physical pain: like being hit... haha cos im afraid of pain.
3) heart pain: this is worse than physical pain
4) losing people i love: this is quite obvious
5) disappointment: it's like when you keep wanting something to happen and it doesn't happen, the feeling sucks. or when you know something is going to happen and for some reason, it doesn't happen, the feeling sucks too. or when you think that you can get a gpa of 5 and you only get 2! haha okay im being exaggerating.
6) presentation! i hate presenting infront of people. it feels too awkward.
hmm actually i thought im afraid of alot of stuff but... i find it very hard to come up with 2 more things!
7) being judged. haha.
8) dying????? because... i feel that i still have alot of stuff i haven't do so i don't want to die now.
this is such a depressing topic... :////
on another note, cny is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im still not done with shopping for cny clothes. and... i haven't been really following my new year resolutions. ugh!
- Mood:awake
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